Today, I'm testing the water of The Private Hush by writing a blog about something that's personal to me. I wanna let you know that there are only 17 days left for me to enjoy my "single" status days and then I will become one of the new students who will attend the Sunday School Married class in my new (rather previous) home ward.
So, how does it feel to know that there are only less than three weeks left before my wedding? Honestly, it's surreal! I can't explain my feelings. There are times when I get too excited (like now) that I want to finish all the things that I have to prepare for my wedding. The adrenaline boosts me up to keep me awake the whole night and they give me the energy to never stop brainstorming, planning and doing all the stuffs needed for that special day.
There are also times when I get too nervous that I tend to ask myself if I am already prepared for the adventure that I am going to take. When these times happen to me, I remind myself of the words from Elder Jeffrey Holland:
"With any major decision there are cautions and considerations to make, but once there has been an illumination, beware the temptation to retreat from a good thing. If it was right when you prayed about it and trusted it and lived for it, it is right now. Stay the course and see the beauty of life unfold before you." - Cast Not Away Therefore Your Confidence, Ensign, March 2000
This message has helped me a lot in recognizing the promptings of the Spirit and it also made me realize that the efforts made by the opposition are becoming stronger and stronger in order to bend and break my wonderful and amazing goal to be married and sealed in the temple with my partner for time and eternity. I know that the opposition will continue to try his best to break us but we are prepared for this battle. We are ready for this adventure. Oh, I just can't wait for these 17 days to pass by and obtain the eternal blessings from Heavenly Father!
